Hello there, I think it is time I talk about this.
Things didn't really went the way I expected, I had several plans for this year but I wasn't able of get anything done. Real life has been complicated, but also I haven't feel any motivation neither, which I'd say it's my biggest problem as of late. I just can't get myself to work, I don't "feel" like doing something. This has been bothering me a lot since past year, so many missed opportunities... I hate it. I hate being like this. On a side note, the tablet I use to draw has been failing a lot lately, which is another reason I don't made digital art that much, as it gets so frustrating to use that I'd rather just give up with it; and i'm already running out of paper and pencils, i'm not in conditions of buy more right now and my camera's quality sucks, so physic art it's also not too much of a good option neither.
However, i'll see if I can force myself and made something for today, seeing that it's a special day, but I promise nothing. I don't even believe myself enough to guarantee anything. It sucks, yeah; it's disappointing, yeah. I know, I know, but that's what my life has become. I'm sorry.
Thanks to everyone who follows me, despite my incompetence, althrough being honest there's also a bit of bad a luck involved as well. Whatever, hope to see ya later.