Hello there, I think it is time I talk about this.

Things didn't really went the way I expected, I had several plans for this year but I wasn't able of get anything done. Real life has been complicated, but also I haven't feel any motivation neither, which I'd say it's my biggest problem as of late. I just can't get myself to work, I don't "feel" like doing something. This has been bothering me a lot since past year, so many missed opportunities... I hate it. I hate being like this. On a side note, the tablet I use to draw has been failing a lot lately, which is another reason I don't made digital art that much, as it gets so frustrating to use that I'd rather just give up with it; and i'm already running out of paper and pencils, i'm not in conditions of buy more right now and my camera's quality sucks, so physic art it's also not too much of a good option neither.

However, i'll see if I can force myself and made something for today, seeing that it's a special day, but I promise nothing. I don't even believe myself enough to guarantee anything. It sucks, yeah; it's disappointing, yeah. I know, I know, but that's what my life has become. I'm sorry.

Thanks to everyone who follows me, despite my incompetence, althrough being honest there's also a bit of bad a luck involved as well. Whatever, hope to see ya later.

22 years... wow. Maybe not too much for some but the fact that I've reached this age without doing absolutely nothing worth mentioning is... well, dissapointing to say the least.

Now this is the part here I say something like "hopefully that will change soon" but at this point i'm done with hoping for things. I'm just so.. I don't know man.

Welp, time to go. Thank you for everything, sorry for nothing. See ya!

How are ya? Well, I hope. As for me, I have some plans for November, but let's see what happens... until then!

Hello. I think it would be appropiated give a little update of my current status, I mean it's been two weeks already since my last post. Things are getting a little better, althrough I still don't feel very motivated at all but I hope being able to came back soon. I still check out this place kind of regularly and add stuff to my Favorites playlist, vote, etc., but I still want to continue posting more art. I love drawing, after all. Once again, I don't want to make another promise, but hopefully I can post something new soon.

That's all for now, see ya later!

Last time I said that I was working on a new piece of art and that I'll post it the next day, but that ended never happening. The true it's that past month has been a completely awful one, I had no motivation for absolutely nothing and my real life occupations also got me really busy. However, I am currently feeling alright, things started getting a bit better, and I'm planning to continue posting here. I know I said before that I was going to post something the next day just for that to never happen, so I'm a bit afraid of making another promise that I would probably not fulfill again, but I seriously want to go back to drawing, it's just that my life is getting out of my own control and I don't know what to do anymore. I am just so tired of everything.

In any case, I hope I can eventually get out of this and recover my way with drawing, because I genuinely want to do it, I just don't feel motivated enough. I also hope everyone else here is doing well too, if you're going throughout the same situation that me, just keep in mind that there's people who cares about you, even if you think that not. People who doesn't want to see you suffering and want to help you. Believe me, I learned that recently.

Well, I think I said enough for now (or even more that necessary). I hope to see you soon. Have a good day.